When Maryann was 7, she was cast in the melting scene of The Wizard of Oz as “The Littlest Witch.” One by one the other Wicked Witches would melt, out she’d pop, and the crowd would go wild.
She loved it. She loved having her face painted green, she loved the applause, she loved clawing at the air in fake but emphatic agony. Later, she told us that the villains in stories were always her favorites. She had been the Wicked Witch, after all.
But as she got older, her statements became darker and darker. The next time we met, we were 13, and her father had to follow us around the mall. He said it was just to make sure “nothing happened.” I thought it was weird.
Maryann was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and then with dissociative identity disorder. Like the five little witches in The Wizard of Oz, Maryann had multiple personalities running around in her head. And some of them were wicked.
Almost 1 in 5 Americans suffer from mental illnesses each year, according to the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration. The National Institute of Mental Health says that almost 7% of the US population suffers from depression, and 18% of American adults experience effects from an anxiety disorder each year. The World Health Organization says that depression is the largest cause of disability worldwide.
Yet there is a huge stigma surrounding mental illnesses. If it’s only in your head, they say, then it can’t be real. But the effects of such illnesses are very real.
Thanks to this societal prejudice, many mentally ill people remain untreated. In far too many cases, their illness leads them to commit suicide. Each suicide intimately affects at least 6 other people. According to SAVE-dot-org, on average, every 16 minutes someone commits suicide.
While we have been sitting here tonight, at least 5 people have committed suicide.
We can do so much more to treat mental illnesses. We can research them. We can nurture understanding about them. We can prevent them. But we need to dedicate the time and money to do so. For our friends. For our families. For our children, and their children. For our country. For our future.
The Brain and Behavior Research Foundation funds work for these debilitating illnesses. Since 1987, they have awarded more than 365 million dollars to fund more than 4 thousand scientists’ research and work around the world.
One recent grant helped Dr. Lisa Pan at the University of Pittsburg discover that more than 60% of patients with treatment-resistant depression were deficient in a specific neurotransmitter. These kinds of results are vital for shedding light on the darkest, most complicated corners of the brain. For creating better treatments. For saving lives.
Please consider leaving a donation to the Brain and Behavior Research Foundation. Their newsletter sign up is at the door. Every dollar you spend and every minute you spare could save dozens of people. You never know when you might become one of those 6 affected others. You never know when the little witches in your own head could come out to play.
My enduring memory of Maryann is of her in a witch’s costume and green face paint, red hair shining in the stage lights. It wasn’t until many years later that I realized why Maryann's father came with us to the mall: To make sure she didn’t hurt herself.
Thanks to early diagnosis and treatment, Maryann was not a victim of her disorders. She is a survivor.
The Brain and Behavior Research Foundation thrives on the hope that one day, we will only have survivors.